
I am so tired of people taking the erosion of stability for granted, or, worse, framing it as an unambiguously good thing.
Continue reading I Just Want Stable Work
I am so tired of people taking the erosion of stability for granted, or, worse, framing it as an unambiguously good thing.
Continue reading I Just Want Stable Work
I thoroughly enjoyed the first two essays from the Australia Institute‘s new Vantage Point series. The first was about the Australia/America relationship and the second about the issue with centrism as a concept. As such, I was greatly looking forward to the latest essay, which was about Australia’s embattled university sector.
Continue reading Contradictions in Aiming Higher
Expedition 33 was a brilliant game in a number of ways, but I loved the polearms on show in particular.
Continue reading Polearms and Expedition 33
I learned recently that internal monologues are real. Up until a few months ago, I thought they were a joke invented by sitcoms.
Continue reading I Think in Colours, Shapes, and Concepts
When reporting on heinous crimes, there is a tendency in the media and amongst many people to call the perpetrators monsters or something else to that effect; to dehumanise the perpetrator.
Continue reading Stop Dehumanising Abusers
I’ve noticed a trend developing, which has been hammered in over the past few months in back to back examples. That is, universities have not been standing up for intellectual pursuits or the staff that seek them, and/or are abandoning important institutions to focus on innovation and entrepreneurship.
Continue reading I No Longer Trust Universities
I’m reading through papers, books and reports related to queerness, the environment, and occasionally other topics. As I read, I’m taking notes so I can refer back to my old readings and remember their key points more easily. Why not post my notes here, so you can all learn with me?
Each article will open with my reflections on the paper, after which will follow a summary of the reading, which is usually the bulk of the piece. Square brackets throughout the summary indicate comments from me.
Schudson, Z., C., & Morgenroth, T. (2022). Non-binary gender/sex identities. Current Opinion in Psychology, 48, 101499. Available from: https://doi.org/10.1016/j.copsyc.2022.101499
Interesting that the study mentions non-binary people and transwomen have feelings of not feeling trans enough, but not transmen. Do transmen have an easier time passing? I wonder if there’s anything about that, out there? Something to look into. I don’t think it’s a case of this specific study ignoring transmen as they’re mentioned throughout alongside transwomen and non-binary people, but it could be a reflection of exclusion in the studies they looked at. But if so… why would they not mention that? Hmmm. Wonder what’s up, here.
Discussions about the importance of community are so real, too. Part of the reason I write is to tease out my feelings, both for myself and any non-binary readers feeling as lost as I do. And also to, maybe, make my own little community here. I’ve been so happy to find a local climate justice group filled with non-binary, trans people and allies, even if I don’t interact with them as much as I want to.
I didn’t know that “gender euphoria” originated from the community rather than clinicians, but it makes sense. Colonial cisnormative patriarchy wants everybody to be the same, never question anything, not think, and fall in line like good little workers. This means that anyone falling outside its “norms” – demonstrating an ability to think for themselves and question their lot in life – has to be pathologised and “corrected”. Cisnormativity perpetuates deficit discourse – a focus on our limitations, negative experiences, and what makes us different from the arbitrary “norm”. This is a deliberate tactic to make sure that our deviation from their constructed “norm” only results in harm.
What is better is to focus on our strengths; in the case of gender, to not bang on about how it’s harmful to deviate from our assigned gender at birth and the irrational gender roles constructed and enforced around those. And so, “gender euphoria” was born as a way to talk about how amazing it feels to live the way we want to, outside of the rigid gender binary. You can find a primer on deficit discourse here.
The discussion around the inadequacy of current measures of gender dysphoria resonates. I feel like it’s built around wrong-body syndrome, which, as I discussed in the article for the last paper I read, doesn’t apply to me most of the time – but does sometimes. I don’t feel gender dysphoria by these standards, and definitely not all the time. I figure there must be something negative lurking in my mind given how much better I feel when wearing a sports bra or binder or calling myself a guy (which I do not consider a gender neutral term), but it’s not all-consuming for me like the diagnostic criteria would have you believe. I think this also related to the point about non-binary people identifying later then many trans people. I think my lack of strong feeling of dysphoria meant it wasn’t imperative for me to figure out my gender; I didn’t even realise it was something that might be bothering me until I had my brain chemistry changed by the phrase “he/him lesbian.” It was only after sorting through other, more pressing issues (aftermath of child sexual abuse, complicated feelings about my parents, moving around so much growing up, finally feeling truly secure at home so my nervous system could start to settle for the first time in my life, having my own space, career getting off the ground) and calming the issues around those that the gender stuff started to come up. Though that last one, about career, has been worse again for the past year and a half due to my last workplace stuffing me around.
The gender trouble framework is, presumably, named after Judith Butler’s work. I adore that there is a framework named after them. Outstanding.
“Non-binary and/or trans participants report valuing measures with options that allow them to communicate their identities with greater precision than binary-focused measurement practices.” I always notice and appreciate when a survey has a good range of gender options, and try to go out of my way to let them know. It’s so important and really helps me feel seen and included.
This reminds me of a time when software at a previous workplace appeared progressive on pronouns at a glance, but once I actually tried to use it, realised it was unhelpful. Employment Hero gives people options of he/him, she/her, they/them, or other for pronouns. I of course selected “other”, and… promptly realised it was useless. There was no way for me to enter my preferred pronouns (any/all). So anyone looking at my profile looking for my pronouns would not find them. As an admin, I was able to create a custom field and stick them there, but that appeared on a different page of my profile. So for people to see what my pronouns were, they’d have to know that custom field existed, know where to find it, and then click through to it. This meant the pronouns part of the profile failed in its function, creating a disaffordance; that is, exclusion due to coders and designers not recognising relevant user identity groups. In this case, anyone whose pronouns lie outside he/him, she/her or they/them would experience the disaffordance and possible accompanying microaggression. This could be solved by simply allowing users to self-describe via a new text box once we select the “Other” option, or just providing a free-form text box in the first place.

I have caught almost every single fish in Final Fantasy XIV (FFXIV). I’m only missing a handful of regular fish from the latest patch, as well as some spear fish from Dawntrail. Yes, this includes ocean fish; I’ve caught them all, spectral and not, across both routes.
Let me back up and take you on a journey through this niche community so you can full appreciate how unhinged this is.
Continue reading I Love Fishing in Final Fantasy XIV
The news this week that Monash University is dissolving the Monash Sustainable Development Institute (MSDI) has shaken me.
Continue reading An Abundance of Refuse
I’m reading through papers, books and reports related to queerness, the environment, and occasionally other topics. As I read, I’m taking notes so I can refer back to my old readings and remember their key points more easily. Why not post my notes here, so you can all learn with me?
Each article will open with my reflections on the paper, after which will follow a summary of the reading, which is usually the bulk of the piece. Square brackets throughout the summary indicate comments from me.
Continue reading PAPER: A scoping review of non-binary research in “Australian” social sciences